It's been at least three years since my pants have been uncomfortably tight. So I guess I thought it was time to be uncomfortable in my own skin again. Success achieved. Question mark? What it all comes down to is I need to get some new pants or people will be able to make out the impressions of cellulite on my ass. No one wants that. (Except maybe the cellulite fetishists. I know they're out there.) But I can't afford new pants. Eye, there's the rub.
I've already started to feel the familiar and slow click of knowing when to say no to food. And not working out like I used to is making a big fatty difference. And I've been feeling stale towards Weight Watchers for a while now. It seems, though, that there is a new program in town and it may be the jolt I need in terms of tracking my food. But I wouldn't know. Because I've been trying to log onto the new website ALL DAY and it isn't working for me. All these people on the Facebook page are ranting and raving about this new program and I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS HAPPENING. I'm really angry. I understand that something like this will have glitches. BUT WHAT IS THE PROBLEM? WW must have anticipated computer problems. At first I thought it was computer based, but no computer I've tried is working. I can't get past the main intro. I'm furious.
This isn't a resolution. I just need to get my act together. Again. Does anyone else have this cycle? I'd like to not feel like I'm the only person out there with such crazy weight wackiness. I don't know many other people who so obviously gain and lose weight like I do. It's annoying. Why can't I just get it and stop rollercoastering? It's so annoying.